Friday, October 3, 2014

day two oh seven (or 9, depending): has my relationship to the car alarm changed?

when i heard it at 515am it stirred the same nervous anxiety and judgement as it has always, its nature is to alarm. the anxiety is on the surface about not disturbing my son's sleep; deeper it's about humanity's never ending stupidity.
over all i would say my relationship to the car alarm has changed: i have even heard it as beautiful, as a beat accompanying electronic music; i have considered its place in the zen landscape- what does your mind do with this annoying item?
there is acceptance. there is resistance. there is sadness. what are they protecting? what are they afraid of? what treasure is maintained? how does it fit into the magic world?

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